apology

i couldn't pay attention, and in desperate need to be around people.

this is why i've been studying in the living room since u're gone.

i have your imaginary picture plastered in every part on the house.

and having to think that i give up on you.

i'm useless. and i'm too weak to let you go.

i miss you.

but i don't have the courage to see you, with great depths of regrets.

i need time.

the first night spending my sleep alone.

waking up without you.

missing your little aggressiveness

missing you marking your territories all over the house.

missing you when you rather drink from the toilet floor rather than your water bottle

missing you crying for me to let you in

miss the times i bath you

missing how i always trick you

missing the time that you made me so bold and brave

miss seeing you play with everything.

miss the times when i cried alone...

no matter how tired and lazy you are, you would drag yourself just to be by my side.

miss.miss.miss.miss.

i'm really sorry coop.

for being the worse owner you have. no other dogs can replace you. NEVER.

i miss you. you caused me cry so much.

how are you doing coop? are you being good? do u miss me? (maybe not)

i'm so sorry coop.

there are scents of you in the room now. i don't want it to go.

when would i have the courage to meet you again?

forgive me coop. please know that i do love you.

be good and please behave alright?

omg. i hope dogs are literate.