values of what we're living by... unknowingly.

we often have our own principles of life.

but at times these principles cause unhappiness to our dearest friends and family

because of the love we receive and get..

we always take things for granted.

at times i would disapprove of what ppl advice or tell me.

it was all about me.

things change now.

i know that i have to grow up.

can u all believe it, that i admit that sookhui (4 years younger)

can think better than me.. more optimistic.. more bubbly...

i envied her.

i argued with dad cause of the enviousness, jealousy

i even envied waikeong (1 year younger)

cause he's mature now. especially through things that he had gone through.

envied Jorida. (you're as old as i am.)

earning her own allowances.

envied MUM.

cause she gets to surf Ebay and uses Dad's credit card to pay for her purchases!

envied DAD

for his patience and his efforts towards working on something



see!

all my flaws.

i envied so many people.

but the fact that . i'm also lucky.


i wana thank everyone that loved me unconditionally..

u know who u are ppl!!!